All about me.

So I usually don't like to new years resolutions, but this year I decided its going to be about me lol

Ok I know that must sound very self centred, but when you have put yourself last for everyone in your family and shared your body with another soul, it takes its toll.

So I am starting to do some things for myself, like yesterday I took a whole hour to myself and got my nails done, it was pure bliss. I didnt have to worry about the kids and didnt have Charlotte hanging off my hip. I kind of cant wait until the next time I can get them done  :)

I have also signed up to take part of Michelle Bridges 12 week body transformation, I am so excited about it. I am now doing the pre sessions to get in the right mind frame, I am also trying to only use 1200 caleries per day. I actually thought that it was going to be hard to do, but it isnt, it is actually not hard to do.

So as this year is a no baby year as we are going to try for a baby next year, I am going to try very hard to lose some of the weight that I am carrying an hopefully become a happier, healthier me.

I will continue to blog on here about all the different things I am under taking in my weight loss journey as this is a great outlet to express myself. 

Friend drama

I am caught in the middle.

2 of my friends who married each other about 3 years ago and have an almost 2 year old daughter together seperated mid last year. She cheated on him, the she blamed him because he was always yelling at her, so she ended up leaving him, and there daughter. He was obvously devastated and said some things that he shouldnt have.

About 7 months he tried to make things work because he wanted his family back together,  but she didnt want to get back toghther. Now she is desperate to get back together, but he is done.

This is where I come in.

I am friends with her through an X, she dated him after I did and she hated me at first, but she soon found out why I dumped him. I am friends with him through her, and became closer with him, when she left him.

From what I found out today, I am the only one that knows the full story, so they are trying to find out what the other on is doing through me, and it is exhausting.

I said to myself yesterday that I wasnt going to get involved with other peoples crap, but I guess old habits die hard. 

I dont really need the stress, and they really need to sort this crap out themselves,  but they dont really listen to each other. I am hoping just to referee these this as they go.

Fingers crossed that things get better