Update

After Lachlan having a bad afternoon yesterday and an hour and a half of him crying we finally got him to sleep and then he slept for 7 hours!!! It was so amazing and it was great for Michael and I to get some much needed sleep. I know it probably wont last and it won't happen again for awhile but it was great that he could do that.

The c-section incision is still pink and something really gross happened the other day. I was pulling my shirt down as it had rolled up and i pulled one of the stitches that was hanging out. Now with me doing this it made the one of my left side get pulled inside me, now it didn't hurt or bleed it was just really weird. Now i don't think there is a problem with me doing this as they are disolveable, just again really weird.

There is another thing. I want another baby. Now Michael and i have always said that we wanted 3 or 4 kids and when i got pregnant with Lachlan we said that we would wait a year to 2 years to start trying for our second, but i have now been thinking i really want another one and i want to start trying sometime next year. And don't get me wrong i don't think any less of Lachlan and i love him so much, i just have these thoughts in my head.