In the last month

I have really neglected this blog in the last couple of weeks. I think it might be because a couple of things have been keeping me occupied. 

Two friends of mine A and D have separated in the last couple of months and they have have a 1 year old which just adds to everything. 

A decided that she had, had enough of D and left, without taking her daughter with her. So D became a single father, although they have since decided that A can see her during the day and on weekends. 

As they are both friends of mine I have been wanting to help them equally, but as soon as A found out I was talking to D she turned on me. She started to spread rumours about about me that have been really hurtful, she also has accused me of having an affair with D. 

Since then I have cut all communications with A as I really don't need that type of person in my life right now, especially since my mental health hasn't been great in the last month.

Also in things keeping me occupied my hours at work have somewhat increased. I am now doing 2 10 hour days and I am working the occasional day on the weekend. I have been a bit sad that I don't get to see my two babies that much on my 10 hour days, but it has helped us out financially as we have had some unexpected things pop up that needed to be paid for.

Today though I have taken the day off, my little Charlie Bear has had a high temp for the last two days (38.5 and above) and has been really lathargic, which is really hard to see. So today I took her to the Doctors and she has an ear and throat infection, so she has been put on antibiotics. 

Charlotte really hasn't gotten a break in the last month. She firstly got a cold which gave her a gross cough, she ended up passing this to Lachlan, but he recovered better then she did. Secondly, she had her skin prick test and it showed all negative, but she is still having an allergic reaction to soy and milk (so more investigations there). Thirdly, she had a trail run off her Nexium, but it looks like she still has reflux as she was projectile vomiting, very unsettled and was arching her back, so we put her back on the Nexium. 

Hopefully next month is better.