The Insomnia continues

Like the title suggest i still have insomnia. I woke up this morning at 6am to get ready for work, sat on the edge of the bed and burst into tears. I was so tired and couldn't even put my clothes on...mind you i did end up putting my work clothes (determination) and walked down stairs to see DH standing there asking me whats wrong (as he must have known that i was crying) i ended sitting on the couch with him for 30 minutes crying and with him telling me not to go to work. I eventually caved and called work to tell them that i wasn't coming in.

I feel so bad for not going into work again and i know everyone will be cursing my name as i have work that needs to be done, but what can i do when i walk around and stand all day and i know i won't be able to function.

I will be heading into the doctors today (as i need a doctors certificate) and see what he can do, i have also put a shout out on BH to see if any of those ladies know of anything i can do.

Insomnia

Well I think i have insomnia. For the past 3 nights there has been so much lack of sleep that i think i am going to go crazy!!!!

I had to have a day off work today as i couldn't even lift myself up off the bed to get ready for work, and then i felt so bad when i rang into work to tell them that i wasn't coming in and they told me that none of the morning staff had come in as they were all off sick...i felt so bad, but what can i do, i guess you really can't help how you feel.

After i had some sleep this morning...which i just managed to get as i kept waking up and i think that all up i had 4 hours. I decided to clean the cupboards in the baby's room and our room, I was really surprised as i thought that it was going to be a big job but it only took me 2 hours all up, there was some really heavy stuff that i will need to get DH to move when he gets home from work. But all up it is all coming together nicely and i am so glad that i am actually doing something now and not waiting til the last minute.

Oh something really cute happened this morning, DH called me into the baby's room this morning as he was leaving for work to find that Hamish (our Kitten) had fallen asleep in the cot and he looked so cute and comfortable.