In the New Year

Well i am not one for New Year resolutions as i am the person that usually breaks them, but seen as though i won't be going back to work until towards the end of the year and even that is part time, i thought that i might put one in place. So i thought that this year will be the year i get around to losing those extra kilos.

Before i got pregnant with Lachlan i was a bit overweight and when i mean a bit on the BMI scale i was just hitting it, and now that i have had him and come back down to my pregnancy weight i wan to get out there and lose it.

When growing up i was at normal weight due to all the exercising i did. I was a competitive swimmer, going to all the meets, swimming in Country, State and Nationals, thinking one day i am going to swim for a Australia. But when i was 14 i was gang rapped and swimming was the last thing on my mind. So going into a downward spiral and doing things a 14 year old girl shouldn't be doing , the dream of swimming for my Country was lost.

Once i slowly got my life back on track i had a new dream, i was going to join the Navy and serve my Country. I also knew this was a good way to get away from it all and get discipline back into my life. I did the training and the testing and was waiting to join when i needed to have surgery to remove my gallbladder, and once again my dreams were put on hold as i couldn't be recruited until 5 years after i had, had my surgery.


So to by my time i finished my HSC and decided that after i finished school i would go to TAFE and do a course. But little did i know that on the 31st December 2004 i would meet someone that would change my life completely and i would get new dreams.

So meeting my husband changed everything, and that is also when i started to put on the weight as i go comfortable with him, and he always thought i looked beautiful no matter how i looked.

But next things are going to change i am going to lose those kilos and i am also going to enroll myself into a personal training course. I am sick of the job i'm in, i want to get back outside, i no longer want to work in a hospital in a mundane job, where i feel like i am going no where i want to be in a job that means something that has rewards....