I was 16 and you were growing inside me, you were part of me. I wasn't ready to look after you, I couldn't even look after myself, I was a complete and utter mess.
Choosing to say goodbye to you was incredibly hard and I thought I wouldn't be able to do it, but I moment I did I made a promise to you, a promise I have kept.
I promised you that I would change my life, that I would ditch my drug dealing boyfriend and drugged up friends, that I would get clean and that I would make something of myself and my life. So far I hope I have lived up to that promise and that you are proud of me.
Everyday I thank you for coming into my life and showing me the strength to find my way out of the big black hole that I had created for myself. I hope I continue to prove to you that I can do this, that I can be a better person.
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