I walked in and everyone was so excited to see me and apparently they missed me a lot, with of them hugging me so tightly that I felt like I couldn't breath.
After the first couple of hours of me re orintating myself with the Recovery Ward I was right back into it and it was like I never left.
On my first day back I even got offered a promotion!
But unfortunately with all good things there are also bad. Over the last couple of days I have been feeling like crap. I really can't put into words what exactly I have been feeling and every time I try to talk about it I start crying.
I had my appointment with J yesterday and as soon as I walked into her room I burst into tears. Once I calmed down a bit we had a bit of a talk and I felt a bit better, I also talked to my friends from my BH November mother's group and like always they were a good shoulder to lean on and had some loving advice.
I have had periods like this before and I am not proud of the methods I used to bring myself out of it, but this time things are going to be different. I have a great psychologist who is working through this with me and my Husband is better equipped to help me, I also I have my too beautiful children who make me smile everyday.
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