Sorry it has been so long

What to say....

Since having my turning point (see last post) I have gone onto antidepressants due to still not sleeping. I have now been now taking them for a week, and I am not too concerned they haven't started working as of yet, and people will know if they have been on antidepressants before, it can take 2-4 weeks for them to start working. 

My GP wanted me to start on 1/2 a tablet to begin with and then increase to a full tablet, which I kind off like as they can really knock you around if you start them and quickly up the dose. I am booked in to go and see him in another week to check the dosage and probably up them again.

I was really concerned about starting antidepressants again as I thought we were going to just try seeing the psychologist for now as the last antidepressants I was on affected my liver a bit and started to make me feel really sick, but both my GP and psychologist agreed that it was best for me as I was not sleeping. 

My sleep has been a big issue for me. It started back in July when I had my dark month, and since then I have been getting at best 4 hours a night. It also hasn't been helped by Charlotte getting sick. 

Speaking of Charlotte getting sick, she started projectile vomiting again last Friday, but both M and I have started to notice a pattern. Charlotte's reflux gets extreamly irritated (if that is the word) when she is teething. The time when she got dehydration and was projectile vomiting we took her to Hospital and at that time she was getting 3 teeth in. At that time we were told she had some sort of infection, but some how I believe that the doctors might have told us that as they weren't sure what was going on, but this time she had teething pain once again and she was doing the same type of thing.

My poor baby girl has not had a good 12 months...that's right Charlotte will be turning 1 in 2 days!!! It has gone so quickly. I really wish I could stop my babies from growing up.