27 weeks - Don't get anymore complicated

Over the past week i have seen my Heamatologist and it looks like my ANA is high my RF is high but my VWF is low which is one part of good news, but one good thing is that my specialist doesn't seem to worried althought he has told me not to get any more complicated...easier said then done i guess, how can i tell my body not to get any more complicated? He also checked my blood pressure and also my weight, blood pressure seems to be holding between 100 -116 over 60 and i have only put on put 4kgs over 6 months (i am not sure if that is good or not).

Over the next couple of weeks it is going to be busy. This week i will have my appointment with Dr Davis (i have a couple of questions for him actually which i will have to remember to write down so i can ask him). I will also have my 28 week ultra sound coming up as well plus some other appointment and then September will be busy as well, i guess in the last trimester they try to get everything in before you pop.

I also picked up some other baby stuff today and put a layby on for some bigger items that i will pay off over the next couple of weeks.

On the baby front he has been active and also i think i have been having braxton hicks contractions some have been a little bit painful but nothing that i can't handle.

I don't feel right doing it

I have noticed that DH and i haven't bought any baby items yet. I know when have been given some things but we haven't actually gone out and bought anything for ourseleves to so that we could show that "hey we are having a baby".

i am wondering if it is that we have a little bit of guilt doing it as we were so excited when i was pregnant with Jensen. But with this baby we are super nervous and i have been wraped out in bubble wrap and i guess we don't want to buy anything just in case something happens.

As DH` and i have a couple of days off this week i have asked him we can go in tomorrow and buy something, even if it is a blanket. I know when we lost Jensen we wraped him up in a the first baby blanket we bought him to keep him warm and safe.