I don't feel right doing it

I have noticed that DH and i haven't bought any baby items yet. I know when have been given some things but we haven't actually gone out and bought anything for ourseleves to so that we could show that "hey we are having a baby".

i am wondering if it is that we have a little bit of guilt doing it as we were so excited when i was pregnant with Jensen. But with this baby we are super nervous and i have been wraped out in bubble wrap and i guess we don't want to buy anything just in case something happens.

As DH` and i have a couple of days off this week i have asked him we can go in tomorrow and buy something, even if it is a blanket. I know when we lost Jensen we wraped him up in a the first baby blanket we bought him to keep him warm and safe.