And i thought yesterday was hard...i thought wrong

After yesterdays hard day, today i think that i had a major melt down. I got into work at 0630 and there were already people there waiting to be checked in and then from there it was like chaos, the phone didn't stop ringing and people kept pressing the buzzer to come in. The nurses didn't stop and because i am the only admin in the ward i couldn't have a break let alone a drink of water (this can't be healthy for the baby). I just don't know what else i can do, if i go on a break the work doesn't get done and patients don't get checked in and if i don't go on a break it doesn't help me or baby. It really sucks!

But anyway after this really crappy day i got home and laid down on the floor and started crying. DH laid down on the floor with me while i sobbed to him how bad my day was and how i don't think i will be able to last til October when i want to take maternity leave. I feel like i need to talk to someone who has been in this postion before or to see my doctor to see what i should be doing in this situation as i don't think it is right...maybe he might be able to write me a letter to say that i need at least 2 breaks in a day or to say that i need to go to light duties so that i am not so run off my feet. Ahh we will see you never know what might happen but i do know that i am soooo looking forward to next week and seeing my sisters.