Sexual tension

Well i think i am in that second stage now, and i have read that this can happen. I have started to feel like i need sex...and it doesn't seem normal...i am usually a very sexual person and before i was preganant i had a very high sex drive, but when i found i was pregnant i was a bit scared of having sex as i thought that it would be a bit ruff (not saying that we have really ruff sex) but with losing 2 babies i was a bit nervous about having sex.

But getting back to the point i feel like i really need it now. Like today i was following one of the maintance men at work today and i felt like that cartoon character that was really hungery and was looking at a person and that person was a steak...and well i really want that steak. But i really love my husband and i would never cheat on him and i would never even think of cheating on him but i think that it is all the hormones going crazy...also i see my husband as that steak as well.

Don't you love the curve balls that pregnancy throws you

Any on the pregnany front today i was feeling a little sick but i think it was because i didn't have a break...well im going to have to start making sure that i have breaks.

Today i also met an amazing lady that was have a surgery today to suture her cervex. She has a child that is now 21 year old and now she is 13 weeks pregnant with her second child and she is 44 year old. Lastr year in september she had brain surgery and the doctors told her family that if she put into her brain she could bleed to death...well she went against odds and had the surgery and once she was better she had IVF and now she is 13 weeks it is so amazing