Should i be thinking this way

Ok i have been home for 5 days and things have been perfect. I have been trying not to think about what he did and just focus on the now...and the now is good.

But one thing i have been thinking about is children. I want to have more and before i found out about what DH did we were talking about wanting more children and we were going to discuss when to start having them when Lachlan turned 1 in November.

With everything going on i don't know if i should be thinking like this, but i can't help it. DH is a great dad to Lachlan, even with all this going on, and i won't change my mind about that. And i do want more children and if there is a possibility i would love to have them with DH.

But i am getting too ahead of myself, i have to see how things go for a few more months. But i guess there is no harm in thinking about it.