27 weeks

Yesterday I became an Aunty for the 4th time. My brother in law and my sister in law had a baby girl and named her Elodie Paige. Now this is the sister in law that I have had some problems with in the past (saying horrible things when Jensen passed) and even though at some times I have such rage against this woman I am extremely happy for them both (see I am being the bigger person). She had a very quick labour a whole 45 minutes and the baby was born!! Lucky bitch lol. I will be visiting them tomorrow as this afternoon I work late.

On Saturday DH and I went to his work BBQ and I was made to feel really uncomfortable when the woman who he cheated with was there. I put on a brave face while we were there and when I got home I was a complete and utter mess. My heart felt broken and all the old wounds were now reopened again. DH and I have work so hard to come this far and I am not wanting to give up on that just yet. We have done a lot of talking and probably continue to do that as we work through this. You must be thinking I am a stupid woman but I can't imagine my life without him.

On my own pregnancy front I still have some slight spotting and my pee has a pink tinge, but still plodding along.

Also today I signed my first permission slip for Lachlan. The local fire fighters are coming around to show the kids the fire trucks, I just wish I could be there to see his face, good thing that the child care takes heaps of photos everyday.