Update

Last week was my first week when I was officially a stay at home mum of 2 and let me tell you, it was a little harder then I first thought.

The 2 children on their own I can handle, but put them together it creates a bit of hair pulling.

Lachlan was thankfully was in childcare Monday and Tuesday so I got to figure out how Charlotte and I work on our own and I actually got a fair bit of studying done.

Come Wednesday that is when it started. Lachlan has that whole toilet training training thing going on so that just makes this whole situation a bit harder, also it doesn't help that we have the terrible 2s starting as well.

By Thursday Lachlan was pushing my buttons a bit and I was wanting to throw him out the window (but don't worry I controlled myself). I was glad that DH came home early from work that day.

On Friday Lachlan and I must have come to an understanding as he was a good little boy and was really helpful.

Charlotte on those days was a dream as usual. I am sure that once she has more awake time there will be more work there.

I am still feeling dark and twisty and I have told DH that is how I am feeling but we haven't talked about it. I am not sure that we will talk about it in the short term.

DH and I are also going to organise a holiday for the end of next year (when Charlotte is 1). We are looking up North, probably the Whitsundays. So my weightless goal is aimed towards there.