When we had the oops I told myself that I wouldn't get excited and that I wouldn't over think things, especially symptoms, but of course when you have previously tried to conceive it is hard to switch your mind off this sort of thing. Also when you have PCOS and you have a slip up like this especially around the time you ovulate you always hope for that special miracle, that you might naturally conceive.
I know that when I became pregnant with Lachlan I did it all on my own, and that was truly amazing as it was possible that I could have had PCOS then as well, as it took me 6 months and 1 miscarriage to conceive Lachlan. Then we have Charlotte who was conceived with the help of fertility drugs, and I thank God everyday that there was something out there to help me get my precious baby girl (even though I get frustrated with her reflux), and Dr D was perfect with both through both pregnancies even with all the complications we had with the last pregnancy.
I just keep thinking that if we manage to conceive a baby on one try and without the help of fertility drugs and months and months of trying, lets just say that it would be so amazing.
Oh I have to stop over thinking all this and thinking that there is a possibility that something might be happening and that there might be a baby.
Either way if nothing happens and AF shows up I still have 2 beautiful children and I love to bits, and M and I can always talk about having another baby in the future.
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