The talk...

This is all hard to write and i don't really know where to start. We had a talk last night and i was so anxious to hear what he had to say as i kept thinking this is all over, our marriage everything we had, every memory of a happy family and my happy life is a lie.

A friend of mine Rolz gave me a great way of finding out information that i wanted to hear so that i didn't get so much detail (and i can ask about the detail once i am ready to hear it). She said that i could ask yes, no questions. Which i did and then it went from there.

I asked him if the woman that he met up with was from work? He said no. From there i asked were he had met her, as i needed to know. He said that he had met her off a dating site that he had been on for the past couple of weeks. Here i began to get emotional and started to cry. I asked him if he did anything with her? he said yes. When i heard this i felt sick to my stomach. Here i needed to know what he had done, i needed to know why he had an affair with another woman, why he felt the need to do this to me. He said that when they went back to her place but they didn't do anything more then kissing, he swore on Lachlan's life they didn't do anything more and that they didn't do anything the other times they met. I was too angry and upset to ask anymore other questions and told him that he could sleep on the couch tonight and then went up to bed.

I don't know if i can trust what he says i don't know if it is the truth.