Well there is progress.
Last night after i had packed mine and Lachlan's things and headed to my parents house DH arrived. We had a talk and a cry. I told him how i was feeling, how i have been feeling like i have been falling apart, that my whole world that i had know was crumbling around me. That i felt so betrayed and that my life didn't seem like my own. And that he was making me feel like the bad guy by saying that i would always use this against him.
DH told me how ashamed he was of himself and how he hated that he had made such a bad judgement call, and now everything he holds dear is slipping away from him.
I felt so sad for him when he told me this, but i knew that it would be easier to forgive then to forget about what he had done. I do love the man that he was, and i love him for how he is with Lachlan...i just don't know if i can move on with what he has done
Love won.
7 years ago
1 comments:
Bad judgement call is putting it mildly. He just should not have done it. Ever. :-(
As to whether you can move on... this is one of those things that will take time. Being away will at least give you some space to work through things on your end. Whatever you choose, it will be the right decision.
xxx
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