Oops

I had a very much a oops moment last night with DH. As some of you might know we have started having sex again since the affair, we are not having it all the time and this is like the 3rd time since the affair that we have "done the deed."

Anyway last night we did a manger oops and he came in me (TMI). The moment it happened we both sort of just looked at each other and the looks on our faces said it all. I was not sure if this was a good thing or not, if the outcome came out as a big positive on a pregnancy test. We have both often talked about having more children and we did mention that we would start later in the year, but now...seems a little too soon. After the "deed" was over we didn't talk about what happened we just went straight to bed.

We haven't had a talk about the consequences of the actions of last night yet, as DH did leave at 4am this morning for work, but I am sure once Lachlan goes to bed we will have a chat about it, and I will get to see how he feels about the whole situation.

The last time we had stress free sex I ended up with my little man, and sex last night was very stress free with no thoughts about TTC and if I would end up pregnant after all this, so it will be just my luck to end up pregnant.

I have thought about doing some OPKs over the next 4 days just to make sure that I am not ovulating as my cycle has been all over the place that I am not really sure what is going on with my body.

But I guess only time will tell.