Going back home

Well I am moving back home. Things have been moving along well at a distance and i guess it is a good time to see if being together works as well.

I can see DH missing Lachlan when he comes around every afternoon to spend some time together, and i guess i can see how much he is missing me as well. I guess you can say i miss him as well. I know what he did was horrible and i know no one should be forgiven for having an affair, and i am not saying that i am forgiving him for what he has done, and i am not moving back home as a reward for him. I am moving back home so that Lachlan can have a father, and so that my son's parents can work on their problems together so that we can be all a family together.

If things don't work out and i end up moving out again, i am thinking that things can't be fixed and that we might have to move on without each other. But i won't think about that until it gets to that stage.

At the moment i am looking forward and looking towards getting my family back to the strength that it was.