my problems are small in comparison

As the title suggests all the problems I have at the moment a so tiny in comparison to those who live in Queensland. I have friends and family in Queensland that have been through those horrible floods and now I have friends and family that are going through this horrific cyclone. It makes you wonder why this happens. How could any greater power put people through this.

I have really lost faith in my life. I was never a really religious person but I did believe there was a higher power, but I don't believe anymore. I know I myself have been through so much in my life. It seems that once I finally start picking myself off the ground I get hit with another devastating blow. And it is just not myself, how can any power let beautiful soulled people go through the pain of losing a baby, or let them go through the deviation that has hit Queensland. I know there are people out there that would argue that it isn't a greater power that does this, that it is nature or just part of being human, but who do you blame if this happened to you, because one of the first people you blame is god, then you will blame yourself.