Motivation

I am deciding that I am needing some motivation to get to the gym. I have been wanting the gym to contact me regarding my personal training which they said they would do when I signed up which was too weeks ago.

DH also signed up when I did and his personal trainer has contacted him and when they had a pre training interview he asked him what his goals were to stay motivated. Which got me thinking about what is motivating me to lose this weight I have. Believe me it took a lot of thought as I did get to the point where I said "what's the point", there has been so much going on at the moment where losing weight has been on the bottom of the list, but when I was seeing my psychologist he said to me that I needed to start to put me first and that I needed to start doing things for myself.

Well I am not going to start putting myself first, as the priorities of Lachlan my son, and my family comes first. But I can start doing stuff for myself...which I am going to do starting with the gym.

I have decided that I want to lose the weight so the next time we try for a baby that won't be a factor for us if it takes a while. I also want to lose weight so if that was a factor for my husband cheating on me it won't be again in the long run. I also want to do it for me, I want to be able to look good like I did a couple of years ago. Shallow I know.