5 weeks, 3 days

What a day!

This morning I started having the brown spotting again! Which just started the stress of the day. All I wanted to do was break down and cry, but I didn't want to cry in front of Lachlan.

I also had a dizzy spell this morning while changing him (I couldn't have picked a worse time to have one, so I quickly changed him and put him down safely so that I could just sit for a moment and have a cold glass of water. It probably didn't help that it was really warm in the house this morning, so I opened a couple of windows and let some fresh air in.

With the spotting and the dizzy spell I rang DH and he came home from work early. He basically came in the door and told me to lay on the lounge and not move. Once Lachlan had his morning sleep I had a big cry to DH as I really needed to just left it all out.

I just keep feeling that this bub is not going to stay sticky. I know brown spotting isn't really that concerning but seeing it on the toilet paper when you don't expect to see anything is really worrying. I know that I had a little spotting when I was pregnant with Lachlan but it didn't go on and off for days, with Lachlan it only lasted 2 days at most.

I really just hope that it doesn't continue.

Also today I had an appointment with my Haematologist. He was really excited to hear that DH and I were pregnant again and that he thought that the gap we will have between Lachlan and this belly bub will be great!

My bloods so far and all good, bar my B12 which is a little low, but he said that I could take Mega B complex and it would boost it once again.

I will need to have repeat bloods once again in a few weeks.

2 weeks 4 days until we get to see Belly Bub!